I have SHAMFULLY, been slacking off. I have inconsistently taken the 2 pill dosage twice a day here and there when i felt like/remembered, for the last four weeks. I have, only lost a mere 2lbs since my first weigh in since that first wakeful night.
Heres a full update; I haven’t been to the gym… AT ALL!!!! I have cheated on my eating plan. I have snuck soda here and there… I have absolutely no will power. So, if its in the house, and I know where it is, or can sniff it out like a grey hound… well, I’m on it like white on rice, happily like a fat kid eating cake [Literally!].
I have been a wonderful stress ball at work. Which I am sure is a fabulous indicator as to why I am cheating on my eating healthy plan. Work is going through some changes and rather upsetting situations. Being in such a small office of only 3 employees…. its been a very unstable environment. Stress weight anyone? lol One can dream, right?
So lets recap.
No gym.
Eating horribly
STRESS BALL TO THE MAX!
Yep… Im going to get back on track. I still have my goals. I still want to be healthy. So lets get the show on the road!
P.S. I found out last week I’m having surgery on June 14th…. MOTHER FUCKING MOTHER SHIT BRICK YOU FUCKING SUCK. Yeah, no. I’m debating on changing the surgery date. It’s only for my endometriosis…. It can wait. My uterus isnt going anywhere any time soon :)
